One evening, walking in the RAIN.....

Sitting in the second floor with music of those keyboards all throughout day caused due to busy programming, I Slightly turned my chair, watching outside through the glass wall. Hmm.. Its so dark & its raining heavily. The water is flooding through the roads and people were walking, slightly lifting there pants.

Its almost 6.30pm, I have been about 10 hours in office and its time I have to give me some break for the day.

By the time I left my office, its drizzling outside. I slowly walked down the road enjoying the slight breeze and the chillness in air. More than that its drizzling & I loved to walk around the atmosphere.(I love to walk in rain because no body knows I am crying –by Charlie chaplin… these words were 100 percent true for me these days)

The bus stop is so busy with peoples rushing to catch buses which is already full. I decided to walk a kilometer searching for a hostel.

On the way, I found kids playing in rain. I cant stop myself thinking my childhood past. Making leave to school on those rainy days, and playing in rain water with my brothers and sister. It’s a wonderful thing to come by in everybody’s life.

“Cyclone and Thunderstorm today- Educational institutions declared holiday” when i see those head lines in papers and news channels, i will be soo happy. The interesting thing is that it never rains on that day and that particular day would be a sunny one.. whatever it is, i got a day leave… there is no homework nor assignments and I would be happy to spend my day with my friends playing cricket or fighting with my sister. I will b happy not seeing my History Teacher’s face(he really bore’s me with those numbers).

Playing with clays making dolls, making paper boats and leaving it in the rain water along with your sister/brother and at one point of time, splashing the rain water, stamping the paper boat and immersing it which leads to a fight… then amma comes into the rescue… Those are always priceless days specially for people like me staying away from the family…

Relations and Sentiments always gives u responsibilities and its my misfortune that whatever(whomever) I loved, used to be away from me(hurting/killing).Whatever it is, I learned to be positive… I always live by my principles and promises.

A dream come TRUE...I met my ANGEL

07-07-07, A dream come true for us….A year dream, the first meet, the first touch, the first smile, the first walk with me, the first word n all…..cho chweet…

Its always a 50-50 chance…we were not sure tat we can meet tomorrow but everything went by gods wish…

Woke up at 7am and refreshed my self waiting for her call/sms…I got her sms at 7.45am…all my dresses were in the laundry and luckily I had a brown(not exactly) pant a blue(mixed with sky blue,blue n white) with me…I rushed to the laundry to iron it…by the time she started and she was on the way…the laundry person said get it in the evening…ayyo, what to do…troubles started and im getting mad.. I payed him excess above the bill and requested….atlast I managed to get my clothes ironed within 45min…by that I tried to take breakfast but I cant…I tried to drink milk but I cant…. then clothes came pressed…I took the pant and wore the t-shirt and rushed to Hi-TECH where we decided to meet…

I took the pic(childhood pic) that she sended me. She said me once that I should show her that pic when I meet her first.. I prayed god and rushed to Hi-Tech…. Initially I thought I can meet her in madhapur but time-went fast…

She said me before, that she will wear brown colour chudidar on Saturday(7-7-7)…Im waiting for my unknown girl…

Things started happening with fun…today I found more number of girls wearing BROWN colour chudidar… I started guessing and my heart beat raised.. for the first time in my life I combed my hair on the road wid the help of a motor cycle mirror..

Then my angel called me and asked the colour of dress im wearing. I thought to play with her and said im wearing RED colour pant n Green Colour shirt(cant even think of those colours….so bright...hehehe)

But things happen in the other way. Waiting for her under the shades of the tree, I found more girls with brown chudidar.. I found a girl standing besides me with brown colour chudidar.. Im thinking, “is it my angel??”.. I thought to ask her a”R u ANGEL??”. But im afraid that I may get ended with a slap…

Again i got a call from her, that she went past HI-TECH and she coming back through share auto…im waiting for my angel… it was a different feeling all together…

Then my mobile smiled(rang) again…Its angel. I attended the call n said, “Hi angel, where area u??”..she said im crossing the road da. Where are u???…..”..

We saw each other and we realized in the first sight itself…we together raised the hand immediately…what a feeling that was????…her face was sooo bright…

I cant think anything and I turned myself to the wall and thinking “what should I talk and how im going to see her face…” im not shy but how im going to see face her… my legs started to run but I controlled. She came towards me..i bowed my head down… when she came, I said “HI da” and just made a clap sort of thing with our single hand(cricketers used to do wen wicket falls)…then I said, “lets move da”. Thats the first touch and the first word between us..

i started to blabber within myself.. we were standing to cross the road…at that time a sumo came turning on the corner…I just caught her hand and asked her to come back and said “B careful..” ..we crossed the road… we took an auto and went to temple near by.On the way I showed her the first pic she sended me..i was having it in a cover and when I handed the cover to her, she opened her eyes widely smiling WATS THIS??… I understood her thoughts and asked her to open…she saw it and smiled and said me ”keep it with u”. I always used to tease her and have fun…Ofcourse she is my girl and whom can I comment other than her…I love the way she reacts to those comments….we cant see each others face and we were hiding our faces on the opposite sides of the auto watching outside…

We reached the temple n washed our legs and got that archana things(coconut,garland n all)..she bought some jasmine(so beautiful like her).. we prayed an I kept tat vbudhi (it was orange in colour bcoz its hanuman temple) on her head. Then made some 5 rounds…those 5 rounds were like rounding the agni(fire) after marriage.My legs were running and I cant walk or talk with her… we were talking for hours all these days but today, im blabbering… I couldn't utter a single word.. I was trying to call my friends and simply blabbering passing time(I cant see her face, so im doing all pichee(mental) sorts of things…)

then we prayed and left the temple…I called my sister and said “ im wid angel” and she talked with her…

This was a Surprise time. I catched an auto..she asked where we are going now.. I said we are going to My OFFICE now… On the way we were sharing some words and im clear that Iam blabbering with her, but cant help myself stopping it..

We got down at CYBER PEARL building(thats were I work).we crossed the road.. she is short(comes few centimeters below my shoulders) and had difficulty in climbing the small wall(between two sides of the road). I gave my one hand and helped her..we entered the building… it was soo nice walking together…

I was thinking, One day we two come to together working in the same office.. we entered the office and there I saw my friend who came with his family to show the office… we got introduced ourself and went to canteen and had some snaks.we had some nice moments with his family… surely it would have boosted her confidence and would have felt the corprorate culture… I couldn’t take her to my office because only family members only allowed..may be later 2011, i will take her as my spouse...

For us, we were married but for outer world it should happen some day nor the other.. may be on or after 2011. I pray that by 2011, im good enough to meet her parents and at the same time my sister gets married before that...Lets finish all my responsibilities by then

Then I took her to my room and got blessings from our parents…we had a nice time around. Its time that my parents have to leave for there train…it was a sentimental moment where myself,father and mom teared… they didn’t took breakfast…even the last night they didn’t had proper food… we shared tears n I said them bye….

This is life… nothing is permanent and one day nor the other we have to miss them…but its my girl who is going to be with me all throughout my life and im happy tat she is around with me now….The auto started and my parents went.

I was searching for flower shop. But theres no shope near by… then I found some beautiful flower at the middle(between two roads) of the main-road path.. I asked her to wait and immediately crossed the roads and collected some handful bunch of flowers(both white and violet) and gave her saying “I love u”.. I saw only the silence with smile and her eyes was speaking and her chin was blushing…hahaha..really it’s a wonderfull moment …we shared some nice wonderful time till the evening

She feeded me her lunch as my mom does.. I felt my mom in her. I was teasing her having fun watching her sounds.. the way she says, VINOTH and all… its really wonderfull and still there are many feelings unexpressed in this blogs… the day went like fraction of a second.. then we finished our day with prayers in the temple where we went in the morning..

I dropped near her home in auto.. On the way she was holding my hands and lyed on my shoulders. It was soo nice.. now I saw her face.

It was the beautiful and brightest face I have ever seen in my life…she is the beautiful girl and she is the best…. All above that, her heart is chooo cute and chweet….

Dreaming about the day, when we are going to travel together like this with our little family… still years to go and im going back to work hard and face the corporate challenge… praying god helps me to succeed in my new career filled with professional life…

Her place came and she got down and went away..im seeing my angel as she walks away from me...she slowly faded away from my sight but not from my heart..she gave me some wonderful moments today… I loved the way she smiles and the way she reacts when I tease her.. I love the way her chin n cheeks moves while she speaks.. I love the way her ear-ring dances..

Then I catched three buses and two autos to go to my guest house.. I couldn’t eat that night... the room was soo calm and lonely…no one there to order me, no scoldings and I felt soo lonely but all happens for good.. im alone from my family working for them. Im thanking god that my angel was here….

He made us wait and travel pass all those pains… Everything Happens with a reason and now i understood the reason behind our 13months.. He examined us a lot.

I want to see her face all throughout my life.. chooo chweet and choo beautiful really she is a girl made in heaven…..

I pray that she gets placed in this final year in the same company as mine and we two work together…we two go and come back from office together… So friends atlast I met my angel…pray for us that we two get succeeded in our life very soon without any opposition frm this world..

She is my everything…

Guys I typed this whole thing sitting in a browsing center.. so kindly forgive me if this blog has any spell-mistakes…I have no time to check them yaar…